Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Confusion


Another fairly eventful week has passed again. Sis celebrated her 26th birthday in college. They bought her a cake and wished her half way during Mass Comm. We were watching a movie, Shattered Glasses acted by Hayden Christensen. I so love him in Star Wars. Anyways, had cake during break and after that went down to hang out abit. It was cool since Monday we only had Mass Comm, which is a 3-6 class.

But, I went earlier for my group project. Which is fairly much done. =) Not 100% but we did alot. Mostly the PSA. Anyways, after that hung out at the gallery with sis and Andrew, watching horror videos. OMG. Hahax... Funny shit. Seriously, don't watch horror videos when you have a long break. It will turn you crazy! Andrew and sis was screaming. Hahax... I was busy playing my Restaurant City.

Oh, and he suddenly appeared in college. I don't exactly know how to feel. I don't know was I happy or not to see him cause it was just confusing. I'm the kinda person when I see the person I like, I think alot. Yeah, I got smacked on the head because of that. Anyways, I got myself over it by watching more horror videos. Seriously awesome shit. Its not recommended but yet it is much recomended. You get both horror and comedy out of it. Hehe...

Tuesday was a bore. Spent most of my time sleeping and maybe flipping a little through my AP notes. See, I do study. Sis went to Dommie's house for group discussion which apparently turned into a disaster and pissed her off. Okay, so, I can't really help much since I'm not there. So, ended up just either messaging her or sleeping. Yes, my Tuesdays are mostly lots of slacking and logging on my bed. Sad but true. Hehe...

Wednesday... Err... OH! We went early because Dommie was there. Then, spent most of the time hanging around and trying to help out with Sis' group meeting. Weird. Deric and Em was there too and my hug buddy, Suthesh! Hugs from him are awesome!!! Anyways, spent some time making fun of Sotong. Then, we find out that our class is actually at 12pm not at 1.30 pm. So, lucky for us since we came early.

The others on the other hand faced humilation and glares from Margaret. Sad sad sad... We did TVC, so it was kinda fun. Learnt things I never thought I'd actually pay attention to. Hahax.... Later we had Presentation Skills. Was suppose to swap with Carl but Mr. Tan was blur from watching Transformers didn't seem to get the message so, I guess 8th of July it is. Hehe... Had a singing performance from Yvonne. She sang Crazier. Heeee~ Awesome song.

Thursday was sleepy. Meanie picked us up from USJ 2 and sent us to college. Even though I got that extra sleep, I was still sleepy. Huhuhu~ Anyways, reached college, had CG. @_@ But since Boomer was in a good mood, I had a good CG class. Hehe... Learned on effects and stuff like that. After that had Creative Thinking. Uuugh... Theory. I can't wait for Mr Cyrus to actually take us for practical and field exercise. English was just.... weird....

Anyways, skip to a great Friday. Well, the day started kind of slow... No, serious. I don't know why. Meanie said its because I was anticipating the night party. Maaaaaaaaaaaaaybe. Hahax... Chatted with Meanie during Mass Comm break. Then, had group discussion. Oh, before that we were playing with Auggy's Vaio webcam. Hahax... You can actually make yourself into a bear!!! Awesome. Hahax...

Advertising was on radio ad. HAHAHAHA.... Ash's SFX was seriously funny la. Hahax... Then we had a different group try it out. Hahax... Funny. Then we played around with ambient media where we had to create out own ad for a product. We got red bull. Wow, a lot of funny ideas came out. Especially the one for Viagra. Hahax... I actually really liked their ideas for Alcohol Annonynus. Really nice.

Okay, here comes the night party. Went to Klang for dinner with sis and Nick. On the way to Pantai Hill we ran out of patrol. Hahax... Funny when they freaked out. Pump petrol and then made our way to Pantai Hill. Sick all the problems and irritation, we started the session with Tiger beer. Lots of funny stories of the Indon and Bangla. Hahax... I swear, they are the funniest people I've ever heard of. Hahax... Their stories sounds like a comedy movie but its actually reality.

Due to some certain disturbance, we moved our party to a park in Bangsar. Oh, forgot to mention that daddy came along after that with two friends. Hehe... So, reached the park and opened the Vodka. Drank, played around on the playground and talk cock while taking pictures. Everyone drank alot and really got high. Hahax... I didn't really drink much do to some issues that made me kinda sad. So, since I wasn't satisfied, went to Joshua's place with Jeremy for a drink. At least I get to come home satisfied. =)

Sometimes I get really confused with the things people do and the things I do. I feel like what I did is wrong but still I do it. No, no, no. I didn't do anything like have sex or anything. Its just that certain things done was done without thinking of how the other person might feel. Haihx... I don't know. I feel really bad but then when I woke up this morning, I realized something. It was exactly what happened between me and my godbrother. One day of warmth and then a long winter's day.

Yeah, I guess I'm used to it. I really hope I think this way more often. Maybe I won't get hurt so much. I told myself,"Just one day. Just one day of having that feeling. Its more than enough." Yeah, I'm not going to expect anything more than that after this. Well, at times, I'd probably stone and think of how it would have been if there was more but, hey! Its not wrong to dream of something you can't have. =)

Anyways, the king of pop, Micheal Jackson passed away yesterday. Yes, its a real big loss. I feel kinda sad of how his life turned out. I wished he could have stayed the way he was. Maybe that way he would still be living and be in Malaysia next year. Haihx... But, not judging him or anything. He did really great things in the entertainment industry. Still! I like his songs of course. But, to hear it the whole day, its really frustrating!!! I swear!! I wanted to destroy every radio I hear.

Well, seems like I had another confusing and eventful week. Really. It really hurts when you really trust someone and expect them to go through their promise and they don't. Sucks. Hurts really bad. Somehow I think that's what made me sober eventhough I was drunk yesterday, Sometimes I wish I never had taste buds. Maybe it will numb my feelings towards people too. I wish. I wish I don't find men attractive nor women. I wish I never got close to people and really feel for them when I shouldn't.

I wish. I wish I never have to make this wish ever again.


Current Addiction : Arashi, Ninomiya Kazunari, Ohno Satoshi's voice, Sakurap, Koichi Arike, College.

Currently Tuning into : What About Now - Chris Daughtry

Currently Watching : Anything Arashi, Bleach.

Currently Downloading : Anything Arashi, Smile, Bleach.

Currently Searching : A way to get Arashi down to Malaysia, A gun to shoot those mother fuckers, a ticket to Japan, money.

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posted by Mei Xin at 00:00


Saturday, June 20, 2009

Dramas of life


Who needs to watch television dramas when there is drama in real life?

Another stressful, well not really stressful but well, week passes by. Lets see.... Actually not much stuff happened la. Monday had CG and then a 3 hour breaks where I did seriously nothing. Oh! Carl and I were high on Slurpee. We ran around laughing and saying Hi to everyone. I also got a lot of lawyers letter from Vir considering she wants to sue me for being sexy. What?! I was bored so I danced around in the gallery. Oh well. Had a lot of laugh.

Then Tuesday came along. Followed Sis and Nick to Dommie's house for their groups filming. A lot of funny things also. With Andrew gigoloing around with his camera. Ness giggling around. Watching them act. Satesh's funeral. Hahax... No. He didn't die. It was part of the video. I really wonder why people say assignments are so boring and hard to do. My assignments are fun! I still haven't done my advertising brief. =D

Wednesday was the first day I went to college without my sister. Well, she went to a friend's grandmother's funeral. So, she skipped a class. It was Fran's last day at college too. =( So, bought cupcake for her or else I'll get teased again. Which I still did. Sandy says she's willing to pass all the guys at IACT a cupcake in my name. Hahax... That's alot you know. Hehe.... Sis came for Presentation Skills.

I tell you! Annabel's school Sports Day was awesome! Seriously. Not as lame as our average running, kawad and whatever things that I don't even bother remembering. Their sports day had tons of fun things. Especially when they build their own stand with mascots and themes. They even had to have their own dance and cheerleader groups. Well, can see it took a long time to prepare for just one small event but can see that all the students enjoyed it. Reminds me of times when we planned for Scout Dinner.

Thursday was last class with Mr Loong. =( Photography in Creative Thinking. Awww... Had presentation of pictures and just hanging around. Then English we had a test. Which I was stone and I think I was the first to finish it with Wei Keong copying from me and with my sister passing answers to Auggy. Aww... We are such a big family. Oh. Had a beer that day. Just a sip. =)

Friday. I love Fridays. Really. Mass Comm class! Weee~ I love Mass Comm class. We had a small ice breaking session contrasting with our lecture topic. Listen to stories. Watch some videos and discuss notes. Oh. Had an hour break too. I love Jo. =D After that was Advertising Class. Discussion of Print Ads. I actually enjoy classes but its just that I tend to space out. Like Jeremy says. I have the art of stoning. LOL.

During break, used Prince's lappie to check my Restaurant City. Got spammed by Mr. Loong. Hahax... It was a funny break time. Vir and Ness were spamming people's facebook wall. Including Miss Marge. Hahax... Miss Marge started freaking out. And I was busy being spammed by Mr Loong and spamming him back. After break, class continued. Where I was busy scribbing notes. First time I did my notes so neatly. =)

Mr Loong sent us back that day. Hehe... We spammed him till he sent us home. Well, considering he and sis is almost the same age, just one year difference they had LOTS to talk about. Eh. Don't think over ya, he's married. =) Went to Summit and hung out with Mo and Ryan. Watch them play Street Fighter and Guitar Hero. After that went home and did discussion with Joshua.

Sudden late night invitation to go out. Uugh... Went out and had a drink. Then went home and stoned again. Was suppose to do my assignent but I ended up watching Star Wars. Hehe... Oh, and Bleach. Slept about 5.00 am? Ended up rolling on the bed instead. My Saturdays are really meaningless I tell ya. Hehe...

Well, I did my CG assignment half way. And is now stoning and blogging. Hehe.... In other news. Watching Transformers II at 1U next Friday with college mates! Weee~ After that is to Helo Bali for drinks! Finally. I haven't had loud music and lovely Black Label for months! Okay, one month plus. Still! Oh, and meanie Mr. Loong says I look like a baby. Hmmph. I'm going to spam him again later and later AND later!

Sadly, I'm sick now. Got a flu and cough. SWINE?! No la. Haven't been taking care of myself lately. Pissed off at extremelly childish people and ccertain people that reminds me of CERTAIN people in school. Yet again I was busy caring about others more than myelf. Also trying to save money. Minus the fact that I bought Hot Wraps that day. Huhu~ Couldn't help myself they taste awesome!!!! ^^

I seem to be lacking on my updates on Arashi. Huhu~ Been to lazy to sign into Livejournal. Which by the way. The lovely Ninomiya Kazunari's birthday just passed on Wednesday. Happy belated birthday sweetie! Hehe... Hope that he celebrated an awesome birthday. Along with Ishnee who had hers yesterday. Looks like Arashi really isn't having AAA this year. Just as I had expected.

A bit sad but its okay. They will come down here SOONER or later. I hope its sooner. Hehe... In July I'll be having a 2 weeks holiday break due to the shifting to Jaya One. Wee! I'll be free so please do give me a call. =) Well, I'm going to go stone more or maybe do some other parts of my assignments.

Current Addiction : Arashi, Ninomiya Kazunari, Ohno Satoshi's voice, Sakurap, Koichi Arike, Jonas Brothers, College.

Currently Tuning into : Turn Right - Jonas Brothers

Currently Watching : Anything Arashi, Bleach.

Currently Downloading : Anything Arashi, Smile, Bleach.

Currently Searching : A way to get Arashi down to Malaysia, A gun to shoot those mother fuckers, a ticket to Japan, money.

Currently hate : Rumors and tabloids, Bitches at Lence London Sunway Pyramid, Death, time and the internet line.

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posted by Mei Xin at 20:30


Saturday, June 13, 2009

Personal Message

Hey People!

Please visit http://eumoramalaysia.blogspot.com/!

Support my mom yeah! Well, I don't really expect you guys to buy it but if you know anyone interested please let me know!

I'm a user and it really works. Wait till I upload my new pics on this blog or on facebook. My pimples and dots on face are seriously gone. And! I can guarantee that you can see the effects after 3 minutes. Please just take 5 minutes to take a look at the website! Thanks for your time! ^^

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Reaching the end of a beginning.


Meow.

Wow. An update after a long time is kinda hard to do. Alot of stuff has happened these past few months. Seriously. With classes, assignments, outings, clubbing, guys, friends and just everyday weirdness. Funny, huh? How I turned out to be. I'm sure if you were to ask Jeremy and Ah Tan, they can tell you the many changes in me.

Well, apparently they are the only free people that can spend time with me after high school. Well, Ah Tan has his many reasons to see me. Right? Hehe... Actually its only one reason. *coughcough* Anyways..... Hey, I'm not complaining. I know everyone is busy with their studies and some are working and what nots.

Life really has taken its many different turns after high school. Meeting new people. Learning new things. Finding meaning in things that you've never even though or noticed before. I'm glad of all the decisions I've made so far. Well, minus my usual avoiding and tantrum. Which I'm working on right now. At some points, I'm still that same but I'm trying to better myself.

Well, on recent events. So far, I have passed up all my assignments. Passed all my test. Hehe... So proud of myself. Hehe... Assignments are okay. Not so hard, not so easy either. Kinda agree with Joshua that we are lucky to be taking DMC and not IAA. Advertising is seriously mind blasting. Hahax... I can burst just reading all that stuff. But, classes are fun. Hehe...

Well, education aside. Now to social life. Yes. I have yet again liked another boy. Hahax... Well, can't say he's a boy since he is above 21. Hey! He's a really nice guy okay? Actually. I don't really know why I like him. It sort of just happened. Or as Andrew says when you fall in love, its the most stupid thing yet the most beautiful thing. I think I was having some nervous breakdown or something when I just messaged him.

Hehe... Well, I don't regret that cause then we actually became friends. Hehe... See! The power of technology. Shall note that to Jo next time in Mass Comm. Hehe... Sadly, his course is over. Probably won't see him anytime soon but since Sis and the others are trying to hook us up.... Err... Maybe I'll see him in the club some day. =D I won't say no to that! Hehe...

I find that people find me weird that I like to watch people. Like when they are playing games or just sketching. Okay, maybe it is a bit weird but don't you find that people look their best when they are doing something they love? Like *coughcough*. I'm not really into dancing and honestly to me his dancing is only soso. But, its cause he loves what he is doing that makes the dancing really good. Well, with the addition of affection and well... You know.

Actually, watching Jeremy, Christopher and Ah Tan play pool also is the same. Watching football, basketball and whatever. It really brings out a person when they do something they love. Instead of those weird people that just do it to impress or look cool. It ends up making a fool of yourself. Seriously. That's why I prefer people that are who they are and most importantly don't try to be someone they are not.

Blah blah blah.... Yesterday! It was seriously a crazy day. Reach college and we suddenly made a decision to exchange names. Hahax... I was Kym, my sister was Mei. Nick was Wei Keong, Wei Keong was Nick. Carl was Pri, Pri was Carl. Zack was Andrew, Andrew was Zack and so on. Hahax... Even Jo got a shock of her life when we called her Mr. Tan. Hahahax... It was really crazy. Jo kept screaming at us to stop confusing her. Hahax...

Had alot of videos to watch plus a hang over Joshua beside me. Not so bad la. Then, had Advertising Principles where we did mostly discussion and learned about Campaigns//Taglines. After that, we got a sudden invitation by Sandy to have dinner at her house since we were going to be SA's (Student Ambassador). Err... Suddenly, I was heading off to Cheras. Had a singing session on the way in the car since there was a huge jam there.

At the dinner, there was the seniors and my beloved abang Anthony. Hehe... Couldn't really eat much during the dinner cause I was laughing too much. With all the gossips and rubbish talk, my jaw hurt like hell cause I was laughing so hard. I swear! Even tears poured out. Hahax... Plus, everyone was making fun of me for buying cupcake as a farwell gift for 'him'. My God! I swear man. It was a really fun night.

Oh! Another sudden accident that I SWEAR was not on purpose! Okay, there was that one day I went Helo Bali with the gang la. So, I was going back and Deric, a senior, asked me to dance. But, I had to go back right. So, whatever la. Then, yesterday. Seriously okay! It wasn't on purpose! He drove by college. And, knowing me la. I like certain type of fashion in a guy. So by ACCIDENT. I said to my sister, "Eh, who's that cute guy that park there". OMG! Seriously. He came out of the car and everyone laughed at me.

The whole time during the dinner people kept teasing me about that. Luckily for me. He doesn't know. I hope. I'll slap Anthony if he tells him. But, really. It wasn't on purpose. I only like one guy now and he's having his holiday. Hahax... So, I'll be having my SA interview SOON. Hehe... At least I can do something with my free time.

What else to talk about? I have no idea. Well. Will try to update more next time. Oh. Please play Restaurant City on Facebook. Its an awesome game that I gurantee you will get addicted to. Already got Vir addicted to it. Hehe...

Current Addiction : Arashi, Ninomiya Kazunari, Ohno Satoshi's voice, Sakurap, Koichi Arike, Jonas Brothers, College.

Currently Tuning into : No Boundries - Kris Allen

Currently Watching : Anything Arashi, Bleach, Smile, The Quiz Show Golden

Currently Downloading : Anything Arashi, Smile, Bleach, The Quiz Show Golden

Currently Searching : A way to get Arashi down to Malaysia, A gun to shoot those mother fuckers, a ticket to Japan, money.

Currently hate : Rumors and tabloids, Bitches at Lence London Sunway Pyramid, Death, time and the internet line.

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posted by Mei Xin at 16:30


Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Tag. Wow. Its been ages.

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
Top of my head.

2. How did you feel when you woke up this MORNING ?
Energetic. 0.0

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo WITH ?
My sister.

4. Would you consider yourself SPOILED ?
Yeah.

5. Will you ever donate BLOOD ?
If I'm allowed to.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite SEX ?
Yes.

7. Do you want someone to be DEAD ?
Yes.

8. What does your last text message SAY?
Nick is picking me up at 11.

9. What are you thinking about right NOW ?
Honestly? Killing myself.

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right NOW ?
Yes.

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
10 something. Fucking emotionally dead.

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
Err... MNG I think.

13. Is someone on your mind right NOW ?
Yes.

14. Who was the last person who text YOU ?
My sister.

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz .
1.Kenneth
2.Wan Ying
3.Prudence
4.Christopher
5.Syamim
6.Esther
7.Vanessa
8.Doris
9.Kirsten
10.Farah

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship WITH ?
Me. LOL.

16. Is no.3 a male or a FEMALE ?
FEMALE.

17. If no.7 and no.1 get TOGETHER , would it be a good ?
Cool. She's extreme and he is into extreme... SPORTS. LOL.

18. What is no.1 studying?
Sunway.

19. When was the last time you chatted with THEM ?
Some just a few hours ago, some ages ago.

20. IS no.4 SINGLE ?
Heh. Single? I have no idea. I think he is dating a dude name Jeremy. LOL.

21. Say something about no.2.
Stoner. Fan girl. Nutty. Awesome and currently stressed out.

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being TOGETHER ?
Holy shit. I don't think so. Esther is like WILD!

23. Describe no.9
Genius. Lolx. Awsome friend. Haven't chatted in ages. Really sweet. Voice of a country angel. LOL.

24 . What will you do if no.6 and no.7 FIGHT ?
Be in the middle. =-=

25 . Do you like no.8 ?
Of course! She's the best person ever!

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posted by Mei Xin at 20:56


Tuesday, May 19, 2009

I'm better off alone


Everyone I ever need always ends up leaving me, alone~

I know. I'm lacking of updates. Seriously damn lazy to update. A lot of stuff to talk about for sure. My whole has changed since the start of college. Meeting friends, meeting extraordinary people, assignments and new experiences.

New experiences? What could be so new to me? Well, for one. Clubbing. Yes, I know. I've said things like I don't like those kind of things but I guess it depends on who you go with right? Going with ah kor and ah jie and the college gang. Its really a fun experience. Of course, with the fact I'm like totally loving Black Label, it makes clubbing even more fun for me. Especially when I get to drink.

Hahax... Sounds like an alcoholic. Maybe. A little. Fine. I drink more when I'm emo. Which I can sadly say is not healing any time soon. I'm still my old paranoid self. I still wonder if I'm being a burden to the world. Oh wait. I am. Hahax... Yeah. So, I know now what I have to do. I have to keep my extremelly thin lips shut. I have to time how long I can last though. Hehe...

Speaking of new. A week ago, I felt something I never though I would feel ever in my life. Of course I only felt it once but I'm glad I can experience it. I might not be able to feel it again but it will always be in my memory. No, I didn't have sex or take drugs. LOL. But, its just that, I've never felt a kind arm around me and a kiss on my head when I'm down and low.

It might sound a bit over exaggarated. But, seriously. No one has ever hugged me cause I'm sad. Call me when I'm really down. Call me just because I wanted to hear their voice. Drive all the way to Subang just to take me out for a drink. Hahax... Oh my god. I feel like a seriously emotionally damaged person.

But all that. It just happens when it does doesn't it? Yet now, I'm alone again. I know it was stupid of me to expect more of something small. I love the feeling, no doubt about that. But, I have to face the facts that everyone has a more important something than me in their lives. Yes, I'm single. Hahax... My facebook says in a relationship because there is someone that I have feelings for and will be single for him. HAH!

College on the other hand is AWESOME! I love IACT. Assignments are piling up but I'm having fun with it. Illustrator? Its a freaking awesome tool. Can't seem to upload my work on the net thanks to Streamyx but its a real awesome tool. Can do lots with that. Lecturers are really fun to work with. Well, certain classes can be a bit of a bore since we don't pay much of attention to subjects we can yawn at.

I try to keep up the best with my time. Either read or message a certain someone. =D ANYWAYS. Friends? They are awesome. Well, my college mates are definitely different than school mates. But, they are as they are. I know lots of people with masks on their face and them trying to be cool. Whatever that is. But, my college mates are as stupid and crazy as they are. I don't know why but I really love them and don't know what to do without them. Hahax...



We talk about the most crazy things. Things I never thought I would be involved in. People I never though I'd click with. I can laugh at all the dumb things I've said in the past. And just be who I am in college. Its about time I come out of that barrier of emotions. I want to let people in. But, I'm afraid to do so. As I would hope for alot of things. I guess I have to face it being alone. But, its okay! I"M STRONG! ^^

I can't wait for more outings with the gang la. I totally LOVE going down to college just to hang out. Its not exactly the place? Or is it? Hahax... I don't know. Just the need of being out I suppose. I finally dug out the outgoing Mei Xin out of my body. Hahax... You bored? Want to go out? Just give me a ring. I'll try my best not to call people out too much. Hahax... I must restrain from using my phone and saving up my bill to only RM30. It is very possible okay?

Anyways. Last Sunday and this Monday, I had a family vacation at Berjaya Hills! Yay! Its actually a French Village + Japanese Village up there. I don't really know how to explain.... Its an awesome place. I love the atmosphere there. Activities wise, you don't really have much to do. You can go horse riding and visit the rabbit or deer park but that's just about it. They didn't really plan well in the activities stuff.

But, its a nice place to just hang out with friends and enjoy the feeling of cool air. Hahax... I'm actually pointing out the freaking heat wave we have been suffering from for almost.... Shiets. Forever? Hahax... I'm kind of sick anyways. So, I don't really feel much of the heat. I feel cold alot. At least last Tuesday night I had someone to warm me up. =) *shakes head* Let the past be in the past.

Oh! Today, had a day out with Prudence dear. Hahax... Sorry, didn't really talk much. I don't really know what to say after all this time of not meeting up. I really changed huh? Damn vulgar right? Hahax... Supreme! LOL. Was suppose to meet up with ah kor but apparently both also damn sleepy. Hahax... Its okay. *takes deep breath* I'll ask Sze Jun if he's free and call him to teman you okay? Hehe....

Oh dear Thursday, please arrive faster. =)

Current Addiction : Arashi, Ninomiya Kazunari, Ohno Satoshi's voice, Sick Puppies, Aljur Abrenica, Yuna Ito, Illustrator, College, Clubbing, Black Label. =)

Currently Tuning into : My World - Sick Puppies

Currently Watching : Anything Arashi, Bleach, Smile, The Quiz Show Golden

Currently Downloading : Anything Arashi, Smile, Bleach, The Quiz Show Golden

Currently Searching : A way to get Arashi down to Malaysia, A gun to shoot those mother fuckers, a ticket to Japan, money.

Currently hate : Bitches that controls their boyfriends, Rumors and tabloids, Bitches at Lence London Sunway Pyramid, Death, time and the internet line.

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posted by Mei Xin at 21:31


Sunday, April 26, 2009

Fuck This Shit // IACT Is Da BOMB!


You fucking make me tired. I can't stand all your fucking lies. I'm not your friend and neither are you mine. I'm moving on this life in the past. I'm not turning back. Not now, not ever.

Wow. Its been forever since I blogged. Well, most of my updates are on my FaceBook anyways. Hehe... Well, small update on Street Party, okay? I spent most of the time there laughing and talking rubbish with the rest at Kopitiam but here goes. I think my sis and I reached there around 12pm? Suppose to go earlier but then we were like, well, playing make up on the little sister at home. Hahax...

Reached there, performances and stuff already started. Met up with Fran and a few of the lecturers. Especially Joanna. Cause we just HAD a story we MUST tell. Hahax... We reached in time to watch JC and Adrian's band performance, 1990s. I don't really recall what they performed though. Hahax... Before their performance I went to visit my Ah Kor who was working at the other end of the open day to pass him his Mamee. =D

Took pics of Adrian's performance. Quote from Anthony, he is a damn poser cause he knows that I am taking pictures of him for.... *coughcough*. Actually, their performance were okay. Not to be mean but I don't really like the main singer. =P. Okay, that was mean. I clearly remembered they sang a song boy Fall Out Boy, I love you baby and Fall For You. There was another song but I forgot.

Tons of other performances! I just listened while chatting with sis, Esther, Aaron, Crystal and Ying-I. I remember there were Under Head Llights. Wow. Awesome band I tell you. The girl's singing was amazing. They played their own written songs, Decode and even Love Bug. Hahax... Unexpected. Personally I find the band to have similarity to Paramore but not as good as them of course. Yet, the were awesome.

A lot of DJ stuff and rapping. Then, the most awaited performance of One Buck Short. Wow. Aaron was damn freaking happy and was bouncing non stop with Anthony and the rest of IACT's SA and SC. Hahahax... Funny la he. So, that was about it. We also had a tour of the new campus by Adrian which brought us lost actually but we reached our destination safely. Hahax... OH!!! The last performance of Fire Dance was amazing. They did the same chant that apparently my ex-scout troop enjoys doing. Amazing Fire Dance. *nodnod*

In conclusion, I had the time of my life. Seriously. All this time I've been freaking happy. I mean, ever since college started. Really feel much better. Learning to speak in public, drinking and cursing more often. Sound like a negative thing but actually I feel more confident of myself. Of course I made amazing friends down here too. People who are planning to make me drunk on my birthday. Zomg. I have to disappear by November! Hahax...

Oh oh! Today is Anthony's birthday! Our first friend in college! ^^ Yesterday after class, my sister, Kak Lynne and I went down to Curve to look for a present for him. We walked everywhere and couldn't think of anything. By the way, Daisho is amazing man. EVERYTHING there is RM5. Nothing is more and nothing is less. I love that place. Hehe... So, anyways, we went to Pet Lover's Centre Safari to see doggies.

Then I suddenly though of something. There was once that I wanted to buy a fish for Christopher. But, obviously I didn't cause he wouldn't appreciate it. LOL. So, I suggested it to sis to buy two for Anthony and naming them after us. So, we suddenly had this rush of excitement and were running around the whole safari looking for stuff for fishes. So, we bought him a pair of fish, an aquarium and a card.

We wrote on the card to our first friend in IACT, Happy 18th Birthday! So, later we planned up to meet with him to pass him the present since he was at Damansara, we thought why not. On our way out, we got ambushed by a lady with a board saying that people born in certain years can get free ice cream. So........ YEAH! I got free ice cream while my sister and Kak Lynne has 50% off. Lucky day for us. Haha...

Met up with James and later went off to Hartamas to meet Anthony. Wow. When Anthony got the presents, can see he was really touched. Seriously. If it was me, I would have cried man. Hahax.... It added to the fact that his mom and him always wanted fishes. He was really happy. Damn glad to see that. Hopefully Joanna is making the best out of his birthday too. I never celebrated my birthday with friends before so, I'm glad that I can make someone happy on their birthday.

*sniff sniff* Okay, next story is my first ever drinking hard liquor. I really have a thing for expensive stuff. Everything I like is damn expensive. Hard to believe. Let me prove it. =D So, went to Joe's place. My sister's god brother. First time I met my Ah Kor, Andy. He's damn cute okay. Really damn good looking. Wow, if I was wanting a boyfriend I'd go after him man. XP So, went there to hang out and drink.

So, we watched the leaked version of Wolverine. OMG! Damn stupid but its nice to laugh. It won't stop me from watching the full version. Seriously. Hahax... I drank. Then Joe Siin Kor suddenly said to my sis. "Ah Jie ah, Ah Mui damn red wei." Hahax... Seems that I drank it too fast and I became a tomato. Hehe... Couldn't help it la. The Black Label was just too damn sweet. I like the taste. Yes, I LOVE Black Label now. Expensive no? So, I'm such a high class bitch. Hahax...

Classes are really fun. With our gang of talkative nuts. Lecturers that joke all way through class. I really enjoy Mass Comm classes, CG class.... Okay, all the classes la. Oooh! I've got assignments too! Hehe... Just got CG assignment yesterday. Illustrator, here I come! Tomorrow I have presentation to do for Presentation Skills class. Hmmm... Three minutes on Oppai? Hahax... I'd probably make everyone disgusted. Well, I'm going to enjoy my sister's horror stories. Yosh!

Oh, I'm sure everyone wants to know the reason behind my fucked up FaceBook status. What really fucking pissed off was that my apparently friends say shit like people changed for the worse and that we ignore them and fucked up shit like this. Okay? Fine, I admit, I don't go message you every fucking day or message you when you are online. But, remember this okay? You never even fucking ask if I'd like to join your fucking outings and whatever fucks.

Yes, now I hang out with totally different people like you. I don't care about this shit anymore okay? This is the last time I'll say this. I'm don't fucking care what you want to say about me. But, hear this one out. Don't. Fucking. Message. Me. And. Tell. Me. That. You. Are. Fucking. Emo. Because. I. Fucking. Dump. You. To. Give. My. Attention. To. Other. People. Understand? You have your fucking life that you don't fucking want me in and I have mine.

I'm not going stand all this shit anymore. You fucking blame me for how things are going with our so called friendship. But, I don't see you trying to be friends with me either. So let me say that I don't fucking bother about it. I'm not going to be nice to you because you want me to. You are emo? I don't care, okay? I'm not going to be your 24 hours cause you don't deseve it.

Now all that stupidity is done. Fuh........ I'd want to make a shout out to Kenny the Shak! Your blog is giving me an eye pain!!! Hahax... Damn bright wei your red. I damn shocked. Hahax... Hopefully Anthony gets his money soon so we can go karaoke!!! ^^

Oh oh! And the story my sister and I just HAD to tell Joanna was about room 8. We were having class there last week. Andy Kor was late so we reached class a little late. And! My sister and I sat at the back. Half way through class, I heard something. So, I turned around. I didn't see anything but at the same time, my sister also turned around. I didn't really think much about it. But guess what. My sister can see things. Paranormal things.

So........ She saw a white figurine standing at the edge of the wall, staring at the wall. Freaky right? Hahax... Next thing we know, the whole of IACT found out. HAHAHAHA. Funny la. I can hear things but my sister can see them. Seeing is actually less scarier than hearing man. Uuugh. But, I find all this paranormal stuff to be damn interesting. I totally love listening to all this kind of stories. Its damn interesting. But, still, I'm afraid and scared shitless if it happens to me man. Hahax...

Well, let me end this odd post.

Ah Kor, Good luck in your interviews for your internship.

Andy Kor, Good luck in your exams.

Happy Birthday Anthony!!! ^^

Good luck Mei Xin in your assignments! Ceh! Syok sendiri. Oh. I want Oppai pudding. *slurp*

Current Addiction : Arashi, Ninomiya Kazunari, Ohno Satoshi's voice, Sakurap, Koichi Arike, Jonas Brothers, Aljur Abrenica, Yuna Ito

Currently Tuning into : Miss You - Yuna Ito.

Currently Watching : Anything Arashi, Bleach, Smile, The Quiz Show Golden

Currently Downloading : Anything Arashi, Smile, Bleach, The Quiz Show Golden

Currently Searching : A way to get Arashi down to Malaysia, A gun to shoot those mother fuckers, a ticket to Japan, money.

Currently hate : Rumors and tabloids, Bitches at Lence London Sunway Pyramid, Death, time and the internet line.

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posted by Mei Xin at 21:51


Sunday, April 19, 2009

A New Era


Its hard for me not to feel the way I do with the way things are.

COLLEGE! WEARGH! Yeah, I haven't updated for yonders but well, here I am. So, my first week of college has already passed smoothly. I really enjoy being in IACT. The facilities are amazing, the lecturers are amazing and the environment is just awesome for classes. Of course, due to early classes, I would yawn but I'm not really tired in class. We laugh alot in class. Lecturers seriously know how to make jokes. Hahax.

So, first class at 9 a.m. Thursday was Computer Graphics. I know right? My first reaction was OHMYFUCKINGGAWD! Hahax... I expected to die on the computer table or something but nope. Class was fun. I guess its because I was doing something I love. Editting, drawing and stuff. So, I ended up drawing something else while Mr. Low was teaching. We gave him a nickname of Boomer. Hahax... Good job man. Hehe... Had break around 10.30 till 11.00. Well, short break because we have to rush with the other semester.

After CG was Creative Thinking. OHOH! Bump in to the lovely kind and very cute senior. Hehe.... He's actually only 2 semester in front of me. Still. *gleams* He is really cute okay? Hehe... His name is X and everytime he passby will surely smile at me. Hehe... NONO! He has a girlfriend so, he is just sort of someone I can look at and dream. Hehe... Anyways, Creative Thinking by Uncle Choong. Hahax.... He asked us to call him that.

The class was quite surprising. LOL. Fun la of course. Learnt alot of things for example we only use 3% of our brain in our entire life time. Tought us how that the littlest things can mean alot. We did some brain teasers too. Learnt about his life considering he worked since 1962. Like OMG right? Totally older than my mom. Hahax...

Anyways, after creative thinking, ENGLISH! HAHAHAHA! Cool la. Lecturer was Mrs. Choong. No, they are not married. Hahax... Not related either. So, on the way to class, guess who I met? No, I haven't reached the X part yet. Hehe... Met Anthony downstairs and kicked him. Okay, to be honest, I missed. Was suppose to kick the bag but I kicked him =/ Hehe.... THEN! Okay, I met X in class.

Wow, after that I got it from my sister la. Hahax.... She bully me and tease me the whole class. I was spasming and laughing the whole way. Started English with of course a short essay. Hmm..? Hehe... Wrote an essay about Myself. Didn't do much. Just wanted to finish it as fast as I can. And I did. Hahax... Was the second person to finish I think. =D Damn proud. Hehe...

Second day, Friday. Class starts at 12.00 pm. Went for breakfast with Kenneth before class started. Also a senior from college. He's going for his internship in May. All the best to him! ^^ He still owe me lots. Hehe... Met up with LiXian after than along with Esther.

Anyways, first class was......... YAY! Mass Comm with Joanna! She's a real cool lecturer. Though, I still feel that she give me those 'I expect alot from you' looks. Hahax... Ever since workshop man. I could be thinking too much la. Hahax... Anyways, Mr.Tan and Miss May introduced us to Mass Comm and Advertising. Which gave us a late break. Around 2.00pm. So, we went to the coffee shop for a drink.

AND! Met with X again. Hahax... So happy la. Early in the morning. He's like my coffee man. Hahax... So, we were hanging out same place as Joanna. So, we thought no need to rush. At the end, Joanna also was late and all of us reached class together. Hahax... First activity we had was what was the thing you fear the most. Classmate Ashton was like, lizards. OMG! I damn happy along with the others. Yay! Same gang! Hahax... My answer was of course, I'm scared of being alone. I got a lot of 'awwww...' after that. Joanna wants to lock me in the closet. =-=

After Mass Comm was Advertising Marketing. Sounds boring but Margaret is a freaking awesome lecturer! Started class with an 'Introduce Your Neighbour!'. So, we got 10 minutes to know the person next to you. I got Crystal, who we already knew each other. Hahax... She's an awesome TVXQ and Golf&Mike fan! They have fan clubs and stuff like that. She's like the secretary of the clubs. I bow down to them man. Hahax...

Okay, that day I sort of felt a drop of my emotions. It was more or less after the drinking session with Esther, Ariff and sis. Which I found out they are all planning along with mastermind Anthony to drug me on my birthday. LOL. I don't know la. I have a thing of going too late and especially when I have to depend of people I don't know AND when plans are last minute cancelled.

I thought like what's the point of all this after that. What's the point? My feelings never mattered in anyways to a person. Be it family, friends or even strangers. Sounds a bit stupid and emo right? Well, at that point, I'm still the same. Hopefully Mr.Tan's Presentation Skills will help me with that. He says that he is going to make us so damn embarrassed that we will never feel that ever again. Hmm.... We shall see yeah.

Anyways, to other interesting things. I have found Philipino language to be extremely amazing and would like to learn it second to Japanese of course. Hehe... Been watching weird dramas on NTV7 and 8TV. So far the best Malaysian drama I have watched is Love Is All Around on NTV7. I like the story line and how it goes. The cast acting isn't that bad either. I'm like so addicted to Aljur Abrenica's face. OMG! Damn cute wei. Hahax... He has awesome English too! ^^



Oh, and I finally watched SlumDog Millionaire. Damn nice movie. I wasn't really interested even though they won so many awards. Mainly because they discriminate the actors from the slum with small pay. Still, the movie was awesome. I didn't cry. But it was great. Really. You can almost feel the pain and sadness as if you've been through it yourself. I give the movie a 9/10. AND! I'm totally addicted to Jai Ho now thanks to the movie. Hehe....


OH! Open day for IACT next Saturday. A really fun event! We have games, performances and food. Hahax... A lot of good looking guys for girls and a LOT of good looking girls too. Trust me. ALOT! Come down if you are free and bored! Hehe...

Current Addiction : Arashi, Ninomiya Kazunari, Ohno Satoshi's voice, Sakurap, Koichi Arike, Jonas Brothers, Aljur Abrenica.

Currently Tuning into : Ima Demo Zutto - Spontania-feat. Yuna Ito.

Currently Watching : Anything Arashi, Bleach, Smile.

Currently Downloading : Anything Arashi, Smile, Bleach.

Currently Searching : A way to get Arashi down to Malaysia, A gun to shoot those mother fuckers, a ticket to Japan, money.

Currently hate : Rumors and tabloids, Bitches at Lence London Sunway Pyramid, Death, time and the internet line.

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posted by Mei Xin at 00:26